As It Comes To An End

today i woke up 10something.. took my bath,do my facial,and later that have my breakfeast..

after that i go back to my room and take a rest while reading some story book and sms-ing,

then i fall in sleep again=) haha,just don't know why i can't get away this habit..im a sleeper

though i can sleep and sleep as much as i can,and i woke up around 12something. i get my

handphone i get her msg told me takecare and don't forget my meal.. then i have contact

with my old school classmate.. we just have planning for GIRL'S DAY OUT.. she told me to

plan it,we just have a chat for a while=)its fun..and just inform herwhen evrything done..

teehee!


sometimes i just don't understand what she thinking..sometimes will suddenly get angry

at me. sometimes will very warmth with me,i really don't know when will she suddenly

get angry and when will she being warmth with me(complicated) and what was happend

today is she send a msg me and told me that she miss me so much and she feel heartache

when there is some1 trying to adore me,try to takkle me, bully me or anything,and also

told me that she can't let me go. between i also don't know when is the time that she really

let me go.. when its true.when is false. hmms..what have already let go,we shouldn't look

back.. and the worse thing is that yesterday she told methat she feel wanna go away from

this world,don't wanna live in this world anymore..i just told her that is funny.

past is past , our memory will always remaining. eventhought i stilll thinking about the past

but what's remind me is END ... and i realize that i never want to end this..

BUT AS IT COMES TO THE END ,i should be learn to be let go of her from now,be strong

to move on with my life and SMILES back again to the wrold=)


The only thing that i will never let go is the strong memory we spand together and the day

we fall in love=)




Hugging=)




Kissing=)




If my heart shattered,

You'd heal it


If my heart happy

Together we would rejoice.

Leaning on you,

You gave me support

The strenght to get up

and go again.

We had so many moments

Some bad.most great

I'll always remeber the love

And erase the hate.

GOOD nite** gonna have my rest now..
SMILE=)

Today I'm back to my single LIfe

hey every1.. 2day is my 1time of blogging.. because i wanna share my feeling
to every1 here's.

why did i say i back to my single life??there's a problem between us and is a
complicated love..and i make up this decision last night..last nite we have some
argument.. the night when she call me up,i make up my mind to told her that we
just end up this 1year 3month n 14days ... she do not agree with it,but when
i told her man thing that is hurt her,at last she agree with it.. im sorry for my
pretending to hurt you,i really don't mean it..


i really miss the delightful times we share together.. between,this 21th june is
our 1year 4month aniversary =( hmms.. now we don't have aniversary anymore..


she the one who always be there
for me when i'm cry , whenever i
need her, she alway's be there for me=)
when i fall in sick , she hope that i'll recover fast , when i'm happy , she happy too..

BUT nw.. everything it's over








today when i woke up at 9.30a.m.. i muzzy on my warm bed and thinking what
should i do with my life without her today , tomoroo untill the day that i really
stop loving her and not thinking of her anymore.. no matter the decision i make
it is right or wrong.. this all only GOD will fate it. i will thinking all this until 12.30p.m
i wake and go take my breakfeast and bath..after that.i msg my good sis thong thong ,
liyin,jane 2 share this problem with them,im happy that they always be there for me and
support me whenever i need them.
thx a lots=) muaxx..

she do msg me at today 3somethingjust to remind me to have makesure eat my meal
and drink lot water,do takecare myself too..
just don't know what should i do with my life now.. just can't stop pf thinking of her.
and the most hurts is i told her that i can't be friends with her too,because it will hurt
me so bad..i can't take it.. i just told her that you must forget me.. get own life,get a
better girlfriend.. i will still always bless for her with all my hearts.. i always love her=)
hope she forgive my.. i have me reason for break up with her. because i don't want hurt
her anymore..

nomateer is wrong or right decision.. is all depends on GOD.



i will do always miss her kiss =)


(she my everything)i always loves her..