the true feeling of me: As It Comes To An End

today i woke up 10something.. took my bath,do my facial,and later that have my breakfeast..

after that i go back to my room and take a rest while reading some story book and sms-ing,

then i fall in sleep again=) haha,just don't know why i can't get away this habit..im a sleeper

though i can sleep and sleep as much as i can,and i woke up around 12something. i get my

handphone i get her msg told me takecare and don't forget my meal.. then i have contact

with my old school classmate.. we just have planning for GIRL'S DAY OUT.. she told me to

plan it,we just have a chat for a while=)its fun..and just inform herwhen evrything done..

teehee!

sometimes i just don't understand what she thinking..sometimes will suddenly get angry

at me. sometimes will very warmth with me,i really don't know when will she suddenly

get angry and when will she being warmth with me(complicated) and what was happend

today is she send a msg me and told me that she miss me so much and she feel heartache

when there is some1 trying to adore me,try to takkle me, bully me or anything,and also

told me that she can't let me go. between i also don't know when is the time that she really

let me go.. when its true.when is false. hmms..what have already let go,we shouldn't look

back.. and the worse thing is that yesterday she told methat she feel wanna go away from

this world,don't wanna live in this world anymore..i just told her that is funny.

past is past , our memory will always remaining. eventhought i stilll thinking about the past

but what's remind me is END ... and i realize that i never want to end this..

BUT AS IT COMES TO THE END ,i should be learn to be let go of her from now,be strong

to move on with my life and SMILES back again to the wrold=)

The only thing that i will never let go is the strong memory we spand together and the day

we fall in love=)

Hugging=)